| The Origins of Sex Addiction
Child Abuse and Shame are the Common Origins of Sexual Addiction
About 80% of Sex Addicts experienced some form of child abuse in
their developmental years. Child Abuse is any experience that
leaves a child feeling shamed, especially if the experience is at the
hands of a caregiver who is behaving shamelessly.
Most people think of the obvious, abject forms of abuse such as beating
a child or forcing a child to have sex. While those experiences are
abusive, many others are also abusive. The long term of abuse are affected
by many factors including the child’s psychological makeup, family,
community, and culture, but the most significant effects are those caused
by the abuse itself.
Examples of Child Abuse include...
- Forcing a child to kiss or hug other people.
- Pulling or grabbing a child’s hair or ears.
- Criticizing child’s sexual development.
- Attacking a child’s thinking process.
- Making a child the butt of any joke.
- Screaming or shouting at a child.
- Imposing unfair punishments.
- Tickling a child into hysteria.
- Slapping or hitting a child.
- Not allowing a child privacy.
- Using a child as a best friend.
- Degrading or insulting a child.
- Forcing a child to keep secrets.
- Demanding perfection from a child.
- Blaming a child for family problems.
- Failure to provide supervision or security.
- Punishing a child’s normal sexual curiosity.
The aggregate of such experiences produce the "Master Emotion" of
shame.
Shame is the feeling of being defective to the core. Shame is a rampant
and very destructive force in our culture. Shame is the inevitable consequence
of child abuse.
To feel shamed is to want to hide oneself because of the felt fundamental
defect in self. Shame-based people conceal their true selves from others
and ultimately from themselves. They commit a sort of psychological
or spiritual suicide and instead take on socially acceptable roles beneath
which they hide. The role may be "nice guy", "super-mom", "perfect one",
"needy one", "helper", "winner", "loser", and so forth. The core of
shame motivates the person to disappear in the eyes of others and to
go through life hidden away within the role.
Disappearing to one’s self poses a different problem. The pain of
shame is intolerable and exposing one’s self to this annihilating feeling
is avoided at tremendous costs to the person. The shamed may distort
their perceptions and memory to avoid the horror of the felt inner self.
The shamed may cut off their connection to their own feelings selectively
or altogether. The shamed may fill their lives with phony emotion, compulsive
and obsessive activity, mood altering substances and experience, or
numbing stimulation. In any case, the goal of the shame-based person
is the same – to shut off the burning pain of the deep and inescapable
knowledge that the self is flawed. And in any case, all such efforts
ultimately fail.
People dealing with chronic feelings of shame develop
many ways of coping. Often this includes addictions. It
is certainly a common route to sexual addiction.
              
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